Monday, April 18, 2005
It have been about a month since i received my results n its so horrible. if i were to ask u to compare my result with some Dung , u will choose DUNg! ...Yes its tt bad. I have been trying to console myself yet it seems nothing has changed. Its very hard to describe to u how the feeling of failing! ....... Quicksand!! Yes Quicksand!! ( quote from one of Keanu REeve's Movie!)
THe feeling of quicksand is tt when somethings goes wrong.....more bad things start to happen .....n happen......n happen..... n happen until u are finally submerged! TTs wat happening to me. Calling for help is no Use at all cause no one can actually help me - cant even hear me!!
Once i was usually the one look up upon as the kinda of clever guy , but it seems it is fade away each time i am a level higher. So dissapointed! Sometimes i feel like going back to POLY!! Eventhough it seems like big detour , no One seems to care!! Everyone seems to be 1 for one self! Some ppl sae i kinda of egoistic , cause i rarely ask my friends questions . But its just me n i believe i can succeed by using my own two feet. N please dun judge me after i said these.....cause i still believe in helping each other. How shld i put this.....I just hate ppl to see me as weak n helping me just because im weak.
Im cleverer n Better than u!!! Tts why 'IF' i were to ask questions i usually ask only 'some' ppl, cause they are helping willingly n not seeing ur weakness...So, let me say sorry first okie!! :D( I bet u guys are confused by now rite??) Give me 2 months , i will improve...... even the smallest step means smthg!! Cause none of u can bring me down!! If i never get to my goals this Mid year, i promise to work double the hard!
MID YEAR!!CHEMISTRY- DBiology- DMath-CGP - C5It is an unfair world!!
craPpinG in pRogreSS......» 5:17 PM
Saturday, April 09, 2005
Let me ask u guys something, is writing a blog a big SIN?? It seems t some ppl just do not appreciate it. RIte Mr Wahab, he claims that blog should never exists as he believed that those things we are writing in our blog should never be made publicies! hahah....Haiyo . U cant compare as with ur time rite??
THis is just us teenagers , where we find this mean the best way to express ourselves rather than hiding it n keeping in a small box . The best place to voice out our view. Therefore i tell him wat if he was to see this as a forum ,den he sae it will be find. But he said we need to talk abt smthg which involve the things which happen arnd us! hahah....NO COMMENTs....
OKie....hmmm...Yah todae see NAS again! ask her whether she coming, n she said she dunno!!!
Arghh...COme lah!!!OIEEE!!! hahahah.....OKie she will kill me!! :P Chao guys!
Btw sorri for this brief one!
Wahabism
craPpinG in pRogreSS......» 12:36 AM
Monday, April 04, 2005
It has been awhile so i'll keep u keen readers out there updated abt me OKIE!!
OKie let me start by Telling U guys out there that i got PES A for my NS Medical CHeck- up . Wait, u dunno wat it means rite?? hhahah, it means i am "ahemm.." Quite GOOD!! :D . okie it happen when i booked my medical check up date on 28 March. SO i set out from school abt 11.10 am to CMPB ( Central ManPower BAse) . As usual im a typical singaporean who is kiasu , i dun wanna be late tts all as my medical check up was at 1 30 pm time slot. SO when i reach there i was abt an hour early, i was so surprised ! I decided to hang out under the void deck beside this mama SHop! B4 going straight to the Medical Centre! Once i reach there, register , den waited for my name to to be called out. Soon after that wait a little longer for more abt 5 more ppl den we are den asked to go to this check up station.
OKie...ill list it out!
1) Eye Check up - CHeck my eyes duh~
2) Lab - The suCK!! my blood! (hahah!) and also take a sample of my blood!
3) Dental - Check for cavities , gum pro , den of all person me need to do jaw X-RAY ( soon after tt i got headache!! hahah)
4) X -ray - Do a chest X ray , we need to be half naked before taking it! ( Body only not the other way round okie!)
5) HEaring test - DUh~
6)ECG - i dunno wat does it stand for? Check ur pulse rate , ur ventricular rate ( diastole , systole) Bio student u will noe! :P
7) Body check - THe coolest part , during this u need to strip to ur shorts or BOxer! den u will go to a room and u will meet this MEdical OFficer! After checking ur Spine , they ask u to strip down to check ur ASSEts !! hahah SOme few questions like U drink ? DRug? SMoke? Definitely NO to all . Den he sae he will give me Pes A (yeah!)
8) Aptitude test- this is the one which will determine u go Police, Army OR CD !! n u noe wat, the question are like , Number patterns, SHapes , physics(basics) , Maths , Reaction n some other crappy question .FOr all the topics , at least 30 question n abt a max of 15 min is given to finish all! hahah..Crappy rite? ...
Hmm..tts abt all for moi check up!!
Next on the agenda, I would like to express my concern on Mrs TONG! abrupt change of behaviour! She is becoming nicer, n more understanding! Scary!!! Wat have u done to TOng??? whoever u r!! :P hahah...OKie lah....I think tts abt all tmr i continue rite!!
CHill Out guys!
craPpinG in pRogreSS......» 7:00 PM
Monday, April 18, 2005
It is an unfair world!!
It have been about a month since i received my results n its so horrible. if i were to ask u to compare my result with some Dung , u will choose DUNg! ...Yes its tt bad. I have been trying to console myself yet it seems nothing has changed. Its very hard to describe to u how the feeling of failing! ....... Quicksand!! Yes Quicksand!! ( quote from one of Keanu REeve's Movie!)
THe feeling of quicksand is tt when somethings goes wrong.....more bad things start to happen .....n happen......n happen..... n happen until u are finally submerged! TTs wat happening to me. Calling for help is no Use at all cause no one can actually help me - cant even hear me!!
Once i was usually the one look up upon as the kinda of clever guy , but it seems it is fade away each time i am a level higher. So dissapointed! Sometimes i feel like going back to POLY!! Eventhough it seems like big detour , no One seems to care!! Everyone seems to be 1 for one self! Some ppl sae i kinda of egoistic , cause i rarely ask my friends questions . But its just me n i believe i can succeed by using my own two feet. N please dun judge me after i said these.....cause i still believe in helping each other. How shld i put this.....I just hate ppl to see me as weak n helping me just because im weak.
Im cleverer n Better than u!!! Tts why 'IF' i were to ask questions i usually ask only 'some' ppl, cause they are helping willingly n not seeing ur weakness...So, let me say sorry first okie!! :D( I bet u guys are confused by now rite??) Give me 2 months , i will improve...... even the smallest step means smthg!! Cause none of u can bring me down!! If i never get to my goals this Mid year, i promise to work double the hard!
MID YEAR!!
CHEMISTRY- D
Biology- D
Math-C
GP - C5
|| ending unplanned ||
5:17 PM
Saturday, April 09, 2005
Wahabism
Let me ask u guys something, is writing a blog a big SIN?? It seems t some ppl just do not appreciate it. RIte Mr Wahab, he claims that blog should never exists as he believed that those things we are writing in our blog should never be made publicies! hahah....Haiyo . U cant compare as with ur time rite??
THis is just us teenagers , where we find this mean the best way to express ourselves rather than hiding it n keeping in a small box . The best place to voice out our view. Therefore i tell him wat if he was to see this as a forum ,den he sae it will be find. But he said we need to talk abt smthg which involve the things which happen arnd us! hahah....NO COMMENTs....
OKie....hmmm...Yah todae see NAS again! ask her whether she coming, n she said she dunno!!!
Arghh...COme lah!!!OIEEE!!! hahahah.....OKie she will kill me!! :P Chao guys!
Btw sorri for this brief one!
|| ending unplanned ||
12:36 AM
Monday, April 04, 2005
CHill Out guys!
It has been awhile so i'll keep u keen readers out there updated abt me OKIE!!
OKie let me start by Telling U guys out there that i got PES A for my NS Medical CHeck- up . Wait, u dunno wat it means rite?? hhahah, it means i am "ahemm.." Quite GOOD!! :D . okie it happen when i booked my medical check up date on 28 March. SO i set out from school abt 11.10 am to CMPB ( Central ManPower BAse) . As usual im a typical singaporean who is kiasu , i dun wanna be late tts all as my medical check up was at 1 30 pm time slot. SO when i reach there i was abt an hour early, i was so surprised ! I decided to hang out under the void deck beside this mama SHop! B4 going straight to the Medical Centre! Once i reach there, register , den waited for my name to to be called out. Soon after that wait a little longer for more abt 5 more ppl den we are den asked to go to this check up station.
OKie...ill list it out!
1) Eye Check up - CHeck my eyes duh~
2) Lab - The suCK!! my blood! (hahah!) and also take a sample of my blood!
3) Dental - Check for cavities , gum pro , den of all person me need to do jaw X-RAY ( soon after tt i got headache!! hahah)
4) X -ray - Do a chest X ray , we need to be half naked before taking it! ( Body only not the other way round okie!)
5) HEaring test - DUh~
6)ECG - i dunno wat does it stand for? Check ur pulse rate , ur ventricular rate ( diastole , systole) Bio student u will noe! :P
7) Body check - THe coolest part , during this u need to strip to ur shorts or BOxer! den u will go to a room and u will meet this MEdical OFficer! After checking ur Spine , they ask u to strip down to check ur ASSEts !! hahah SOme few questions like U drink ? DRug? SMoke? Definitely NO to all . Den he sae he will give me Pes A (yeah!)
8) Aptitude test- this is the one which will determine u go Police, Army OR CD !! n u noe wat, the question are like , Number patterns, SHapes , physics(basics) , Maths , Reaction n some other crappy question .FOr all the topics , at least 30 question n abt a max of 15 min is given to finish all! hahah..Crappy rite? ...
Hmm..tts abt all for moi check up!!
Next on the agenda, I would like to express my concern on Mrs TONG! abrupt change of behaviour! She is becoming nicer, n more understanding! Scary!!! Wat have u done to TOng??? whoever u r!! :P hahah...OKie lah....I think tts abt all tmr i continue rite!!
|| ending unplanned ||
7:00 PM
